Bing. Bing. Bing.
School's out.
Walking down the bus station.
A voice which tells me..
"Go back up. You won't regret it."
And I go back up, the safe route home.
And just to take extra precautions..
I take the Cemetary.
It's dark, damp, and sad.
Like everything is going down.
As I look to the right,
A headstone.
Reads: "Cullen"
Stop thinking.
And I look to the left..
Incinerator.
Children run and play along the graves.
To my disgust.
And then..
The burning starts.
It's horrible.
Sticky, and Sweet.
Something I never wanted to be near again.
And the odor never leaves.
This entire time, I'm gripping a star,
And hoping it
I think, At some point,
Everyone dreams of finding..
An Edward.
Someone whose name you call, or whisper.
And he's right there waiting.
Someone who hums a lullaby,
And holds you close, as you drift off.
Someone who seems to just glitter, in the Sunlight,
Whose eyes are often Topaz,
Warm,
And Reassuring.
Someone who takes you to dinner,
And ignores the pretty waitress.
Someone who follows you,
Watches you always,
Secretly, Just to be sure..
You're always okay.
Someone Romantic,
Yet has a good sense of humor.
Someone Ancient, Yet Young.
Who'll save your life, No matter what.
Who cries when you're injured.
Someone who cleans
I remember Day 1.
It was pure magic.
An early winter day,
Where I had nothing to worry about.
So I shut my eyes tight.
And think about it.
Instead of thinking about this pool of gasoline
That I'm swimming in.
I hate the smell of gasoline.
I feel a bit like a robot today.
Programmed to do something specific.
Something that "Can't hurt me"
But can.
I like to smile and say
"Everything's perfect!"
Instead of feeling bitter and cold,
As I shrug your hand off my shoulder,
And cover my face.
I'd like to hold that picture frame,
And hug that crying little boy.
But I can't.
Because I can't go back to that place.
Sometimes it's be
Alright, Get in the car, NOW.
We have to drive, to see this house.
This house, which was decorated for the winter,
So beautifully.
The family, and you.
We're all piled into this little car.
And we're driving along this road.
That takes forever.
finally we see this house.
The strangers invite us in.
You and I enter.
We drink apple cider, and dance,
Together. That feels so strange.
We bring pepsi out to mom and dad.
And we go back in. And we're cheerful.
We're spreading joy, into this strange house.
Family comes in to get us,
We get back into our little car.
And drive off, in the dark.
Sitting next to you,
All I want is your
So far..
The simple sound of roll-on blush.
thrrr thrr.
Let's meet the Queen!
The Queen! The Queen!
And why are you rubbing your cheek?!
They're gone? Gone where?
I can't see them!
Oh you! You're here!
Sitting on a toilet seat?
Why?
That's mine.
So I'll sit with you.
And now. We're closing?
The walls are closing in on us!
Help Help!
Ooh..
I have just run into this wall.
I'm stuck halfway through it.
And I hope for a moment, that I can stay here forever.
Let me just wipe away our problems.
It'll take just one second.
Whoosh! and they're gone.
And finally,
I'm me.
you're you.
And we. Are nonexistant.
It's 2:00am.
As
I am Keri.
I am in love with hats, DDR, writing, black, Green, And Jonathan.
I hate Alarm Clocks and Bananas.
Three things I can't live without are: Love, Food, and memories.
I love rollercoasters and Horror movies.
My biggest fear is a priest.
I'm from weeks in the country.
I love the smell of the ocean.
I love to sit on the rocks.
I am from dark rooms, Gloom, and tears.
I am from weeks of wishing I didn't exist,
And those moments that make it all worthwhile.
I am from heartbreak, Only once.
And I'm slowly recovering.
I lost it all once,
And I'm gaining it back.
Nothing and No one can stop me.
I've felt love twice.
Nothing
Poisoned.
Just like a mouse in a jar.
Because the things we never think about,
Are often the most surprising.
The things we never think about,
Are always the most important.
And summer is the worst of times.
Automn is the best.
Winter's in the middle,
And spring time is depressing.
And I lurk in the bushes, depressingly,
Near someone just like me.
But not exactly.
Just almost.
Almost is as close as we're going to get.
And we're going to get nowhere.
Are we going home?
Home is where you're free.
Or so I thought.
I thought I liked alot of things.
I guess that was a lie..
Lies are like cans of beer.
The more you have,
The
Bing. Bing. Bing.
School's out.
Walking down the bus station.
A voice which tells me..
"Go back up. You won't regret it."
And I go back up, the safe route home.
And just to take extra precautions..
I take the Cemetary.
It's dark, damp, and sad.
Like everything is going down.
As I look to the right,
A headstone.
Reads: "Cullen"
Stop thinking.
And I look to the left..
Incinerator.
Children run and play along the graves.
To my disgust.
And then..
The burning starts.
It's horrible.
Sticky, and Sweet.
Something I never wanted to be near again.
And the odor never leaves.
This entire time, I'm gripping a star,
And hoping it
I think, At some point,
Everyone dreams of finding..
An Edward.
Someone whose name you call, or whisper.
And he's right there waiting.
Someone who hums a lullaby,
And holds you close, as you drift off.
Someone who seems to just glitter, in the Sunlight,
Whose eyes are often Topaz,
Warm,
And Reassuring.
Someone who takes you to dinner,
And ignores the pretty waitress.
Someone who follows you,
Watches you always,
Secretly, Just to be sure..
You're always okay.
Someone Romantic,
Yet has a good sense of humor.
Someone Ancient, Yet Young.
Who'll save your life, No matter what.
Who cries when you're injured.
Someone who cleans
I remember Day 1.
It was pure magic.
An early winter day,
Where I had nothing to worry about.
So I shut my eyes tight.
And think about it.
Instead of thinking about this pool of gasoline
That I'm swimming in.
I hate the smell of gasoline.
I feel a bit like a robot today.
Programmed to do something specific.
Something that "Can't hurt me"
But can.
I like to smile and say
"Everything's perfect!"
Instead of feeling bitter and cold,
As I shrug your hand off my shoulder,
And cover my face.
I'd like to hold that picture frame,
And hug that crying little boy.
But I can't.
Because I can't go back to that place.
Sometimes it's be
Alright, Get in the car, NOW.
We have to drive, to see this house.
This house, which was decorated for the winter,
So beautifully.
The family, and you.
We're all piled into this little car.
And we're driving along this road.
That takes forever.
finally we see this house.
The strangers invite us in.
You and I enter.
We drink apple cider, and dance,
Together. That feels so strange.
We bring pepsi out to mom and dad.
And we go back in. And we're cheerful.
We're spreading joy, into this strange house.
Family comes in to get us,
We get back into our little car.
And drive off, in the dark.
Sitting next to you,
All I want is your
So far..
The simple sound of roll-on blush.
thrrr thrr.
Let's meet the Queen!
The Queen! The Queen!
And why are you rubbing your cheek?!
They're gone? Gone where?
I can't see them!
Oh you! You're here!
Sitting on a toilet seat?
Why?
That's mine.
So I'll sit with you.
And now. We're closing?
The walls are closing in on us!
Help Help!
Ooh..
I have just run into this wall.
I'm stuck halfway through it.
And I hope for a moment, that I can stay here forever.
Let me just wipe away our problems.
It'll take just one second.
Whoosh! and they're gone.
And finally,
I'm me.
you're you.
And we. Are nonexistant.
It's 2:00am.
As
I am Keri.
I am in love with hats, DDR, writing, black, Green, And Jonathan.
I hate Alarm Clocks and Bananas.
Three things I can't live without are: Love, Food, and memories.
I love rollercoasters and Horror movies.
My biggest fear is a priest.
I'm from weeks in the country.
I love the smell of the ocean.
I love to sit on the rocks.
I am from dark rooms, Gloom, and tears.
I am from weeks of wishing I didn't exist,
And those moments that make it all worthwhile.
I am from heartbreak, Only once.
And I'm slowly recovering.
I lost it all once,
And I'm gaining it back.
Nothing and No one can stop me.
I've felt love twice.
Nothing
Poisoned.
Just like a mouse in a jar.
Because the things we never think about,
Are often the most surprising.
The things we never think about,
Are always the most important.
And summer is the worst of times.
Automn is the best.
Winter's in the middle,
And spring time is depressing.
And I lurk in the bushes, depressingly,
Near someone just like me.
But not exactly.
Just almost.
Almost is as close as we're going to get.
And we're going to get nowhere.
Are we going home?
Home is where you're free.
Or so I thought.
I thought I liked alot of things.
I guess that was a lie..
Lies are like cans of beer.
The more you have,
The
Poisoned.
Just like a mouse in a jar.
Because the things we never think about,
Are often the most surprising.
The things we never think about,
Are always the most important.
And summer is the worst of times.
Automn is the best.
Winter's in the middle,
And spring time is depressing.
And I lurk in the bushes, depressingly,
Near someone just like me.
But not exactly.
Just almost.
Almost is as close as we're going to get.
And we're going to get nowhere.
Are we going home?
Home is where you're free.
Or so I thought.
I thought I liked alot of things.
I guess that was a lie..
Lies are like cans of beer.
The more you have,
The
Current Residence: My Soul Favourite genre of music: A little bit of everything. Favourite cartoon character: Grim. Personal Quote: Er.. Maybe we should go the other way.
Favourite Visual Artist
Van Gogh
Favourite Movies
Queen of the Damned//Romeo and Juliet (1996)
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Smashing Pumpkins//Modest Mouse
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allen Poe, William Shakespeare, Charles Bukowski, Chuck Palahniuk, Craig Thompson
Is 25.
[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own a credit card
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You've done your own laundry
[x] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are interesting
TOTAL SO FAR: 6
[ ] You show up for school late a lot
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[ ] You've never gotten a detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a we
everything is color, lights, sound.
everything is bEaUtIfUl, to me.
I've left.
I've left unhappy people. An unhappy world.
I've left drama. I've left materialism. (Sorta)
I've left prejudice. I've left shallow, mean thoughts.
I feel... New.
I can't wait. To go back.
Everyone is just so happy.
Just.So.Happy.
I'm so happy.
The world is so happy.
What was that?
What is this?
klsjkjfksldf
Well.. That was fun.
And this.. Is also fun.
Just because she doesn't trust me..
She thinks I'm just going to mess it up.
But she doesn't know us.
And it's none of her damn business anyway.
And like I said, there is a possibility.
Always. Unless I leave in a few months.
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So, last night, I kept dreaming of him.
He wanted me to cook him seafood every day.
(weird?)
And he kept eating raw bacon. But things felt normal, and good.
But then, when i woke up..
I kept thinking of you, and smiling, and dozing off, again.
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Well I'm also in the list of those innumerable gals who are enchanted by reading your poem Edward! That poem is as amazing as Edward himself!! Heads off to you!!!! please keep up the good work!
Hi I'm writing this because I read your poem "Edward". I really like it, and yeah, I think there is someone like that for everyone somewhere out there waiting for you... It's sweet. I think I've found that special someone and I found some of the things in the poem in my love... I just wanted to say that it's really great and I love it
Hello there! Not sure if you remember me, but you gave me your Furcadia name? xD; I've tried whispering you, but no luck. D: My Furtcadia name is Kagaku, now on there.
I love your poem call Edward!! I'm a fan to twilight and everynight I dream with Edward (you don't say it to my boyfriend please xD) He is god but not perfect like Edward and he isn't shinning xD